Candy 碎碎念

I just want to have a chance ... but .. it seems there is no one wants to give me that chance.

I don't know it's the government's problem or the problem of entire world

I believe that I will go through this situation in the future

although I don't know how long it will take

sometimes I feel frustrated, upset about the situation which I have to face

but I also know that it's my decision to choose to study abroad

even I have to face this kind of situaiton now .. I still don't regret to do that decision

and as time goes by .. I know .. the only person you can reply on is yourself

but I still appreciate those help me a lot in my life

but please .. I know there are so many people concern about my problem

please ... don't pay more attention to me ... it has huge pressure on me and feel not good

you guys will know if I solve my problem .. but before then .. please don't ask me too much questions!

I do really appreciate that!